diet to the nth time

i really do not know how to start this....
i am so random.
i've been trying to lose weight for years!!!!
i started way back in my elementary.
haaay... you could just imagine how depressed i am
i have tried lots of methods to lose weight and
yeah i have been losing weight but i am not able to
maintain it. geeezzz!!!!! i hated it!!!
i cannot understand my metabolism..
now i am planning to go back on my fruit diet
however, i want to inculcate fitrum and fit and right
yeah i also do some exercise daily.

i hope this works... i want to lose 40 lbs of weight
in a month...

i just wanted to be slim before my 18th bday. :(